Thursday, February 17, 2011

Gonna be a brand new post for this blog...
I feel that actually you still have feeling on me ... just that the word too harsh and cant take back anymore....
I just feel that way... or i just think too much...
1 year and 1 week... You seem to be forgotten and letting go everything and treat as nothing have happen....
Maybe that is a waste of time to make it a hate or what so ever.... but that smile on your face in sch....
Doesnt look 100% but more of hiding away from truth or even show that u are more happy after break up...
Ya... i am judging you... that maybe what you think.... but this is wat i feel...
Is it right or wrong ... u know better than i do...
i keep on telling myself that you dont tell me the reason and ignoring  me is all for me...
Because u still care and does not want to add in more stress on me.... that is really very sweet of you...
but this are all my imagination.... i dunno anything about the truth behind the big picture...
thanks for endure me for so long... it make sound very contradict... but what i am saying now are word from the bottom of my hearts... i will still wait.... this broke up i treating it as a test.... will this test pass or fail.... will be another question....
I blindly hope that you will speak to me tomorrow... a simple greeting or a word " jia you"  i will feel contented... that song i wrote is gonna be the melody for me now.... haha... another day pass ...